My Solitude Part.....

have you ever felt what I felt at this time?
when all was dark and very scary
when you realize that your dreams further away
when you realize that you're alone

did you ever feel like I feel today?

when you're so anxious to get up in the morning

when you want to cry, but there's no shoulder to cry on

you only see your problems that you face alone

did you ever feel like me?
when you feel unable to undergo the days that lie
when you feel like retreat and surrender

You will never know what it feels like a cramped chest 

You will never know what it's like shouting with fear in a deserted alley

you'll never know the feeling 

cry in solitude

desire to surrender

meet the entire contents of your mind and your heart

you would never know it

you'll never know what it feels like to be me

you just know, I'm still smiling in front of you

and I still have a joke for us laugh

but, it's only fake part of me

that you will never realize 

 you will never know...

you will never know