.....SEMUA INDAH ..PADA WAKTUNYA....

kita baru menyadari....
Yang nyata dalam fenomena
Yang tampak oleh mata dan kepala
Yang terdengar oleh telinga
Yang teraba oleh indera....

Telah terbawa tarikan pesona
Yang mengalphakan jiwa di lembah maksiat
Yang di buai oleh tarian syahwat

Melemparkan diri di atas hijab
dan...Tanpa sadar ..telah berada dalam jurang jinabat
dan..berujung pada kesunyian hati.....
dalam sudut paling lorong....

Ada.....
Denyut jantung yang senantiasa bersama NYA

Jiwa yang telah di hempas badai prasangka
Pandangan mati hatipun ....tak lagi menajam
tertutup kelam..

Dan...
kabut aviija kian tebal menyelimuti.....

Hanya sang waktu yang terus melesat ..
Senandungkan nyanyian....Mengurangi makna...
Menjawab resahnya rasa

Tersenyumlah.....wahai jiwa yang mencari.....
Karena semua akan indah..
tepat pada waktunya...


Jagalah hati....
berbahagialah....



*Malang,penghujung Juni '13

yang terlarang (mungkin)

rinduku................
menggumpal,
ingin menyeruak,
kedalam hatinya.................

namun,. .................
hanya sebatas mimpi.

Berpijar disudut kehampaan gelap,
Tertawa ditabir palung kesunyian,
Berlari menuju ketidak berdayaan nurani
dan Bersemi dirimbunya duri ketiadaan.....

Putihnya lily pun ta'kan pernah bisa hijaukan rasa ini..
sprt riuhnya angin yg menjemputmu dr sandiwara kesombonganmu.. bersulang untuk tawa diujung senja..
ktk hati mulai melihat rona yg tersipu..
dikala bayang cermin yg tak terlihat olehku..



Malang,30 Mei 2013

..Sorry ....my love.....

You said that "Everything has got its place and time....Even the day must give way to the night....But I know your eyes said other.I am sorry My love....I've made you dissapointed....But I have done my best....Forgive me about this stuff..I know how hard you try to give all I need....If I can turn back the time....

WISHES FOR YOU......

This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.”

This life is yours. Take the power to choose what you want to do and do it well. Take the power to love what you want in life and love it honestly. Take the power to walk in the forest and be a part of nature. Take the power to control your own life. No one else can do it for you. Take the power to make your life happy.”

 

“As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.”

 

 

 

 

..Yen (ndadak)kangen.....

grimis surup mongso rendheng
adhem hawane, kandhamu
isih katon tilas luh ing pasuryanmu
pancen aku ora duwe kacu
nggo ngusap eluhmu
apa maneh sacangkir teh
kang bisa ngangetke atimu…
nadyan ora ana ajine
ning aku tetep pengin ujar:
sesuk isih ana dina padhang
muga atimu uga bisa padhang
dene surup iki kang wus ancik-ancik wengi
dadi papan semendheyan
nyemelehke kang ngaboti pundhak
mendhung isih ngglayut
candhik ayu ora katon
apa maneh lintange panjer sore
angin sumribit ginawa adhem
dene aku tetep pengin ujar
aku, sawijine wong kang sengaja
uluk salam,
caos esem,
lan nakokke pawartamu…


*Miwiti Pebruari ,Malang

ORA KUWI !!!!!

Tak gagas keliwat wates
sumingkire tresna kang sudra
kejarah nafsu ora kinira
pedot ing dalan sesambungan
sirna ginaris wewengkon
kodrat ora tinemu nalar

apa ya iki tresna..???
apa ya kuwi wiji sejati..???

ora gumun ati kelawan sujana
nalika tresna wis mblenjani
lungamu anyimpen wadi
werdiku tanpa kawedar
sapa kowe sapa aku
amung wadi sajroning kolbu

PANGAREP AREP....

wektu wis lumaku luwih satus candra
aruming rikmamu
manis esemmu
netramu kang cinandra rina
solah bawamu kang tansah anglam-lami
lakuku ing padhang panguripan

wektu wis lumaku luwih satus candra
wewayangira tansah ngetut lakuku
nimas, puspitaning ati ..
muga Gusti paring kabagyan marang sliramu
kinanthi pandonga suci mreh rasa pangrasaku
lilakno wewayanganmu tansah ndak kekep
kanthi kebak asih, amarga mung wewayangmu
kang tansah ngancani aku napaki pangarep-arep